Love Dare - Day 1

I am starting back at Day 1. I can't keep quitting the Love Dare then coming back and starting where I left off. I am really serious about doing this every day. It's been so long that Day 1 is new to me again.

I keep expecting quick results not only with my Husband but with me. This is going to take a long time, especially with how stubborn and selfish I am. I ask for your prayers as many times as you can remember to pray for me. This is going to take a lot. I am playing with the idea of starting a blog for my weight loss journey. That is another thing in my life that is taking a lot of will power that I don't possess and commitment that I'm not sure I have.

I am also reading the journey of another couple, I believe one of them is the producer of the Fireproof movie.

So I just read Day 1 and I feel good about this. I want to become a new person and I want to be the wife God wants me to be. So desperately in fact, that I think when I fail I am more disappointed and more frustrated in myself than I should be.

So today I am supposed to say nothing negative. Love stems from two actions, patience and kindness. Thank goodness we are only tackling this one at a time ;) Thank goodness that my Husband and I aren't seeing much of each other tonight, it will make this easier ;) That's a joke..I think.